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Pareidolia

Pareidolia pervades much of my art.  It remains one of the most striking phenomena which I experience during the creation process, and has become somewhat second nature for me over time.

What is it?

Pareidolia is when your imagination sees things in objects which aren’t necessarily there.  Examples of pareidolia are cloud watching, seeing a man in the moon, or looking at a house and seeing a face.  Our brains are wired to pick out patterns and meaning out of randomness, like in a Rorschach blot test.  In fact, this test takes advantage of pareidolia.  Facial pareidolia is even more prevalent because our brains are adaptive and sensitive to identifying faces, even as infants.  Pareidolia is why a Christian might see an image of Jesus in a burned piece of toast.  People tend to interpret new, unseen, and unrelated objects through the filters of what is familiar to them.  I believe that the phenomenon of pareidolia is a useful way to bring unconscious materials from the depths of our consciousness up to the surface. This can be extremely valuable not just therapeutically, but also artistically and creatively.  It allows us to bypass filters in our consciousness.

When I first started getting back into making art long ago, experiencing pareidolia was one of the things which astounded me the most and got me the most excited about making art.  I would see faces, objects, shapes, entire dramas of form and color, in the random noise of drippy paint splatter.  After the awestruck amazement I experienced faded a bit, I soon realized I was uncovering aspects of my unconscious though the art which I was making.  This excited, and also terrified me.  What would I find buried within the tombs of my own subconscious?  What kinds of things had been buried in the catacombs of my mind?  Traumas, fears, deep yearnings, dreams, ancient data from past lives, the awakening of ancestral DNA, all of the above?  

I started thinking of art making as more like an archaeological dig. 

In my artistic explorations, I would uncover mythical objects of my unconscious as they would appear within the splashes of color.  I didn’t know what I was doing most of the time and never went in with a plan, so I was continually surprised by the results.  Nowadays, I have become more comfortable traversing this space and allowing my unconscious out of its proverbial cage to play and teach me things. Play is essential for me to enter into a flow state. 

Pareidolia is still something which infuses my artwork even though I have grown and changed much over the years.  The more I practiced making art spontaneously, the more I have become comfortable with interacting with my unconscious mind and encountering the often beautiful and sometimes terrifying things which seem to live within it.  Slowly, I have explored the dungeon depths and mapped out various sections of unconscious and imagination, and I have learned so much about myself in the process. It has been therapeutic for sure.  

Nowadays, I try to bring a more balanced intention into my creative process by planning pieces out and applying techniques more mindfully, but I always leave room for the magic of pareidolia.  Sometimes, letting go of your mind just enough to let inspiration in allows for miracles to happen.

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Art Machine

Lately I have been thinking about how I am basically trying to build an art machine. My heart and soul and creativity are the driving engine of the machine, like the flux capacitor if you will. That part of the machine I have been taking care of my entire life, and its a continuous process that will go forever. It is the part which continually seeks to generate more and more work, engage new mediums, practice and experiment: it is passion. It is also the part which is continually inspired by all the things of life such as people, places, events, feelings, ideas. But other parts are needed for the machine, too.

The machine needs a way to reach people so that they can interact with the work it produces and have their own experiences with it. Instagram is an available tool to do this, and I have connected to many beautiful people through this tool and through sharing my art through it. Recently, though, I have been moving away from this tool. There are many reasons, such as the oppressive algorithm, the high amount of bots and low real human engagement, the fetishism over influencers, censorship of artists I admire, the change in emphasis from visual art/pictures to short videos, as well as the environment it has created for artists where I see us as having to scrape and grind for minimal attention.”

“I eventually realized that I wanted a place which I fully owned, which was truly mine…”

I eventually realized that I wanted a place which I fully owned, which was truly mine, so I built this website for myself and started exploring new tools. I have a decent bit of experience with computers but I am not a web developer, so this was a challenge I am proud that I have tackled. Building a website allowed me to build my own store as well, along with other functionalities such as this blog. This means I do not rely on an external source to display my art which ultimately has power over me. The downsides are that it takes much more work and there is not a pre-built market attached to my website (such as say, Esty). But I enjoy that I built it and it is mine, I have much more freedom over it.

‘Arcturian Vision Weaver’ Painting Art Timelapse 2-23-22

Recently, I have begun to make videos on Rumble so that people can watch art being made as entertainment and maybe even inspiration. Bob Ross inspired me so much when I first began making art, as I had very few examples of artists to turn to and learn from. Rumble is another piece of the machine which allows me to extend myself into that space through the medium of video. The videos have become art themselves for me. Maybe that part of the art machine can drive traffic to my website so that people can view or even purchase my work. They will have more of a chance to view my art from the comfort of their home. Or maybe people will simply find the videos entertaining or educational.

“Recently, I have began to make videos on Rumble so that people can watch art being made as entertainment and maybe even inspiration.”

It is exciting that I have built a functional art machine with multiple parts with different purposes. I foresee adding new modules to my art machine in order to give it even more functionality. I am interesting in exploring new tools and technologies being developed to do this. Part of the purpose of this art machine is to give my creative passion a greater reach and a more sustainability throughout time, in an organic and self-developed way. An essential feature is that it maximizes my freedom as an artist. This is a creative project for me. Thanks for being around and checking it out and reading.